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πŸ’«I feel like πŸ’©πŸ’«

Postby Uzi_Bunny » Tue Apr 20, 2021 7:31 pm

Tw: self-harm, bad mental health, drugs, attempting




About a year ago,I was diagnosed with depression. Since then, I've been more aggressive, suicidal, worried, and and just feeling like sh*t in general. I c*t and feel like that what I deserve. I attempted su*side multiple times. I've tried to make myself feel better by getting high. Anytime I bring it up, my mom kinda trys to help. She doesn't tho. "Maby try to pray"
"I don't belive in God mom.."
"IDC, IT'LL BE GOOD, and read your bible!"
I think she thinks she is in the right, but its not helping, idk what to do..
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Re: πŸ’«I feel like πŸ’©πŸ’«

Postby beautiful_bi_queen » Tue Apr 20, 2021 7:32 pm

i get that. i’ve taken too many pills once for a headache on purpose, hoping i’d overdose. it was only like a month ago.

do you go to in person school?
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Re: πŸ’«I feel like πŸ’©πŸ’«

Postby Uzi_Bunny » Tue Apr 20, 2021 8:57 pm

Yeah, my school got offline the being of 8th grade(covid started while I was in 7th grade)
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Re: πŸ’«I feel like πŸ’©πŸ’«

Postby beautiful_bi_queen » Tue Apr 20, 2021 8:59 pm

can you try going to the school counseler about it? maybe they can start seeing you for regular appointments, or someone can reccomend you to someone else.
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Re: πŸ’«I feel like πŸ’©πŸ’«

Postby Uzi_Bunny » Tue Apr 20, 2021 9:12 pm

I've tried. I always chicken out, and when I get the nerve to, something inside me says "they're gonna take you away" or the exact opposite, "they aren't gonna belive you" "you don't actually feel this way" and I feel like i need to quiet this voice and i do things i know I shouldnt do.. it seems like it goes into that kinda cycle.
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Re: πŸ’«I feel like πŸ’©πŸ’«

Postby beautiful_bi_queen » Tue Apr 20, 2021 9:14 pm

ignore it. with all of the might you have in your body. you NEED help, and this is the way that you need to do it. so tell you voices to get their shit together because you’re going to the guidance counseler. best of luck to you, keep me updated
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Re: πŸ’«I feel like πŸ’©πŸ’«

Postby Uzi_Bunny » Tue Apr 20, 2021 9:22 pm

I will. I'm going tomorrow at 11(Central Daylight Time) the thought of saying something to an actual person, in the flesh, makes my stomach churn
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